| So I'm totally cheating and blogging at work. Why? Because by the time I make it home I'm so tired, and my tonsils are so raw I have no desire to do anything but sprawl on the couch with a pack of ice on my throat,and a good read. Somehow I've got to work out a deal where I can pay out to have my tonsils done, and yes I've decided. THEY MUST COME OUT. Do you know how terrible tonsils can make you feel? Horrid,wretched,moody,just plain foul. You know how squirrels,hamsters, and other small critters gather food by sticking it in their cheeks? Well that's me people, except instead of my cheeks its my throat. I tell you I could put a bull frog to shame. Maybe I should do that? Go in my back yard and see how many lady frogs I can attrack by my throat. -dies- It really isn't that funny, but I must find some humor in it or I'll scream. That really hurts at the moment to so I'm trying to refrain. I must tell you I'm a decent actress though, because I have fooled my husband into thinking I feel -much- better. Why would I do such you ask? Well because I have a simply wondermous husband. Any little thing that makes me sad,sick, or just out of sorts he worries. I tell you I cannot have him driving all over the state of texas worrying about -me- when he should be driving. So this is why I put on a good face I simply cannot let my love be on the road worrying, about anything other then the road and his deliveries that is. I must briefly tell you one occassion while I was sick, sick that I couldn't hide. I was a hideous thing to look at, and my love coo'd at me told me I was the most purty gal he knew, and proceeded to cook for me, as I had ate nothing in almost two days. He made me this concoction of elbow noodles spaghetti sauce and corn. I tell you the sight of it made me turn greener then I allready was. I ate it though who could not? After he had fretted the whole while in there trying to make something, and he was so hesitant to bring it into me cuz he knew it looked bad, but he wanted me to eat. You know what it turned out it was actually good! I ate every bit of it and he being the simple love he is was delighted. I felt better too! Enough of sickness and these horrid tonsils I don't want to think of them anymore. Let's talk about death. I know great subject to move onto eh? What bothers me is death that is not needed. Most of you I think know that I work for a Humane Society here in Central Texas. Oh yay what an awesome job animals are wonderful! Yes people I love animals so much in fact probably more then more ppl. Yet every day I have to watch animals, good animals that are wonderful, be put to sleep. I believe that it is seriously taken its toll on my mind. Somedays when I leave here I feel like I'm going to step out into the sun and explode in it's brillant rays. Why because how fair is it at the end of the day I get to walk out feel the kiss of the sun, and the grass on my feet, but not these wonderful darlings. Right now at my desk I'm in the middle of entering PTS=Put to Sleep. Do you want to know how many cats we put to sleep yesterday afternoon? Trust me you really don't. Yet I stay because if I'm not here fighting to save at least one of their little lives, who will? I wish the people here would wise up and realize that spay/neuter is not an evil thing. I swear you cannot connect the dots for them. Its like DUH if you spay and neuter they won't be brought here. Oh well my puppies would never end up here they go to great homes. WRONG, your puppies are just like the rest. They could be one of the many ppl bringing in their awesome pet, because they've been forced to move into a smaller home, or simply cannot feed them. So when you say that you sound...ignorant. Fools I'm surrounded by them. Well I think I've belly ached enough for the moment, what a great post to come out of seclusion on eh. -_- |
